Ok sooooooooooo yea ive kinda changed i officially despise my mom god i wanna see her get run over by a fucking bus,i hate her boyfriend fuckin pedophile piece of shit one of these days im gonna pull the Lorena Bobbitt on your ass,im athiest now i say fuck someone you cant see not judgeing religeon and i figured out im bi ive told my parents but they tottaly think it’s a joke don’t be surprised if i bring a girl home!!!Ive thought about alot the past few months/weeks watever it has been if u think of it this way you know how people tell us you can’t control when your gonna die and how you kinda can if you commit suicide…at least thats what i think…