Cutting as a habit to tackle problems.
Everybody has problems of their own to deal with, past and present.
Even parents are supposed to take care of their children’s problems too.
But how many of those parents are up to minding their child’s problems besides their own ? Few.
Well, I could handle well with my daughter’s psychological problem besides my own. But my wife already shunt me out of the family circle.
So, you see that, even there is perfect parent’s guidance provided on the path, it’ll somehow be barricaded, as if telling that each life is their own to deal with.
However tough the bullies may seem, they are undeniable fit to survive on their own, despite their sucking and drawing that energy to be proud of from those weak.
While the weak knows only extracting none but from their own blood, until at some time, death.
Even getting away with sex or relationship, their basic problem at handling adversity still remain unsolved, the finale of things messing all up would just be the sequel. No escape.
Thinking that making friends can lead you somewhere, someone to understand YOU ?
While you don’t even bother to account on your own !
Cutting is sick ! Deep down inside you know it’s never normal.
Though entitled to cut your own body, even anywhere you want, you’ve solved NO problems !
Wanting others to respect you on one hand, while you don’t even respect yourself !
A little child may have the privilege of innocence and yank his own hair off, or bite his nails or some fingers off, or wet the bed intentionally, when a grown up is ready to know it’s sick of being a masochist.
And noone, and practically noone can stop you now, but yourself have the ultimate say.
You may think you are kind. But are you humble enough to accept good-willed criticism ?
You may think you are not evil, but isn’t that devil’s scythe already carried in your mind, ready to cut off all possible links of love ?
Rejecting, blaming, rejecting, it’s all you can do, like a child crying and shoving all those problems for others to solve.
Hating this and hating that, all you need are lies to carry on to cover your real self.
But that’s the trademark of a hypocrite.
Need an excuse to discontinue your life ?
Be a slut. Let people exploit you, spit on you, even take your life.
And you still don’t understand your slaving master is always being there, and that’s you yourself.
All you need there is first acknowledge your problem, speak out, and cut into your problems, not yourself. Face it.
By not standing still in the middle of cross roads cutting yourself, will you see the ROADS outlying.
Punishment as to cut yourself is just a kiddie thought. Solving problems is a rationalized adult’s resort.
Although there ain’t much expected for others to be changed, but at least YOU to stand your ground, to protect yourself, not harming, and not exploiting that rights onto others to your needs, then you are good, real good.
Good of you as to prove, on the belief how better you yourself can achieve, and not how worse there will be to receive.