Just venting

I am not gonna do anything, I can’t because I’ve got two sons, but I want to die so badly it physically hurts. Just venting hoping it will relieve the pressure. Going through a really nasty divorce, its all shit, I’ve got good friends though. But I am soooo overwhelmed with the stress and the sadness and the feeling of betrayal, just wishing for the everlasting peace of death, it would be so easy, living is soooo hard and painful! As I said, just venting.