Because I lie and pretend like everythings fine.
When I’m finally able to tell someone about my problems, all I do is harm them.
I see how my friends slip into the blade’s grip.
And I know its all my fault.
And even worse is that I’m too afraid to save them.
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Do you cut also?
with them?
you aint gonna harm anyone here if you tell us ur probz….cuz every single person here is pretty much harmed already in their own ways…so everyone in da same boat…n ppl here can help n understand where u come from….feel free to vent here n all…
If you feel bad for harming them, you are not a monster… You can call me The REAL Monster, since i know me actions will harm a lot of peps, but i dont regret them…..
I would only jump to conclusions I know I could prove without a shadow of a doubt. Everyone is responsible to themselves. Otherwise everything you said you can not prove nor do I believe it. If people can’t deal with hearing your problems, they need to let you know that. What and how you feel is real and you’re letting it out…there is absolutely nothing wrong with that.
Applaud yourself…even in the depths of despair and uncertainty…you’re doing your best. Cheers!
From a fellow monster, that’s pretty much what I did. My friend’s got over it eventually. I never did. Years and years later, I’m still addicted.
You might be too afraid, but they probably are too. Get some help. Not just for them, for yourself too.
Thanks you guys.
I feel a bit better after a few days…
@X-Boy No I dont..
@scarswithmarshmellows I’ve been trying to go to therapy, but my mom makes things really awkward and asks too many questions.
Have you tried solo therapy? Explain to her that in order to get the most out of therapy, a lot of the things you talk about have to stay private. Make sure she knows you love her but that you also need some distance.