I really don’t care about life anymore.
I just got turned down by the one that I now love.. He used to love me.. He would always say that.. But now.
H use with my friend and is saying that he likes me and loves her.
I asked him why he said he lived so many times if he was just gonna do this to me and all he said was ‘idk’.
I know I’m over exaggerating.
But there’s more than just that that is screwed up in my life.
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I see how you feel, I experienced that last school year. A man I loved and was with for 2 years suddenly left me and started liking girls in his clique. I asked the same of him and he responded the same as your guy. You aren’t exaggerating, it fuckin hurts. Just remember if he’s such a dick head to not give you a straight answer then he deserves to go fuck himself, don’t let this drag you down, get pissed.
I’m sorry. I have the same thing going on. He left me with our 3, soon to be 4, daughters and moved in with another woman. How?
god lets people in for a minute an hour a life time…
not all of them who you think they are…
I was left by my wife the only person I had ever been with after a 7 year relationship 5 years married 3 daughters…. because I was never home… I was working too much….
So I joined the army and am waiting for something to come along and kill me
I’m trying to have fun in the mean time…. the pain? it took me two years of drinking and a deal with god that I would not kill myself but he better show me something different from now on if he wants me to stick around…. I have been to Iraq and am going to Afghanistan I am the medic… I have child support to children I never see but love with all my hart and I work almost all the time now…. I get tired of doing all of these things but it’s my lot in life…
I get back up and re start my life again and again….
because life is not easy
that is why I live
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ADDFdAH2HfI
@lance2005: I don’t know if this is truly a damn ‘funny’ coincidence or it’s actually a mysterious Providence….but I’m about to play exactly THAT song on this upcoming Saturday with my band!
(btw you’re not a japanese right? so am I..but I love a lot of Japanese music/songs, including this one! the lyrics are often so heartfelt & talking about dreams & hope!).
btw, if I may ask, *how* could you initially go to Iraq and Afghanistan?
was it through some program? a volunteering program? (which one?)
or, through some networking?
or, you basically just GO there straight-away?
I’m always curious, and really want to do volunteering work too,..but don’t know *how* to start..