How many times have each of you tried to end it? Don’t answer if you don’t want to, I was just wondering if my 32 attempts were more or less than most.
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32? You are doing something terribly wrong. I’m sorry, but 32 attempts … seems you’re just feeling neglected in your life and want attention. Hope you are seeing a mental health professional.
attempts, about 2, they were standing in the highways both times
I think about it a lot, but its hard to get myself to act upon it more.
Seeing as how only three of my closest friends know that I’m suicidal, I’m definitely not doing it for attention. I’ve tried hanging myself 6 times, each time the rope snapped or I slipped out of the belt I used instead of rope. I tried to OD 8 times, I just got sick and threw up everywhere. I tried pouring gasoline on myself, but the lighter wouldn’t even create a spark. I tried shooting myself in the head 17 times, I know how to use a gun, each time they just wouldn’t fire, I’m not doing anything wrong, things just didn’t work.
Maybe It’s a sign, that there is something out there that is better. Maybe it’s the heavens giving you 32 chances to start over and work to improving your life. Maybe.
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exit bag looks perfect,
i want to drive 120km in to a tree, but then i found the exit bag
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Once. One winter afternoon. Failed.
Tried to OD on ativan, trazadone and beer, just overslept and almost got fired, then I really wished it worked. Now I just ordered the Exit bag, wish it would hurry up and get here already! I did not see the #166 part of the address when I ordered the damn thing so now I wonder if I just lost a check for $60…dumbass.. ?!! WTF ?! I guess I’ll wait awhile and see, I swear if that does not work I am just going to shoot myself with my .38, I have even considered hanging myself with piano wire, gruesome I know but I bet it would work.