Like the title saids i cant take it anymore. Everything i do is wrong. v- v I feel so empty inside. Like right now, i have no words to describe how i feel. It seems like im dying more and more and not even knowing it. My fun personailty die weeks ago and i already feel like shet. I just want to end my life and left everyone be happy. I dont know whats wrong with me. Am i going insane?Or am i just…. i dont know. There is nothing i can do anymore. I have given up on everything pretty soon my grades will started to drop and i dont know anymore. Everyone thinks im okay but deep down… Im dying and hurting inside. I am just ready to take a bullet to the skull and brain.
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I feel the same way… sadly where I live, if I say it out loud, I’ll get locked up in a psych ward… My grades are falling, my boyfriend and I broke up, I feel like crap… always tired no matter how much I sleep… I feel like I’m losing my mind :/
I’m sure that is the most common feeling among everyone here…. that we just can’t take it anymore…. I totally get the “am going insane?” “am I already insane?” thoughts….. have them daily…. just know you are not the only one that feels that way….. and I don’t know how…. but sometimes, at least for me….. those feelings…. the voices…. for what ever reason they just go away…. for a time….. keep busy and occupied, try to keep from thinking about anything….. it’s what I try to do… not that it’s easy….. but I have found posting here all day long has really helped me today…..
i know these thoughts will never go away no matter how much i preoccuipid myself. The only thing stopping me is my promise i regret. Nothing more i can do. Like im getting help from anyone. I doubt no one understands how i feel. Like i am useless, worthless, and patheic.
You are not worthless, useless or pathetic.
You are valuable. I want you to be here.
But, you need to get some help for your depression and hopelessness.
who would even want to help me.
try talking to people on here, like about stuff you like, have a conversation, i know it’s not long term, but it might help for an hour or so, and maybe light you up enough to carry on. atleast for a little while.