id sit here and blame it on my sleep deprevation but its really just you. im sorry forr what i did its been a year not a day goes by where i wish you were here. but you hate me. i ruined it all. i sat there screaming and crying as i watched the dominoes fall. i went insane and grabbed my pills. overdosed and passed out thinking it was the end. woke up three days later wishing i could go back and start all over again. why does your name have to be so long? if it were shorter id have fewer cuts on my arm. i love you. i try to tell you but all you say is fuck you ***** i hope you die. your wish is my command. i love you ahmed rizkq, this is my final goodbye