I’ve been there. It’s almost a good feeling, isn’t it? It beats this rotten feeling of wanting to die but not having the catalyst.
But all I can say to you is make sure you’ve thought your choices through, whatever they may be. Emotional (or chemical) based choices are usually the wrong ones! I think suicide should be a calm, well-planned effort. But what do I know…..
you might be surprised at how much you have to say…. it just takes the right combo of people (or no one), medium (poetry, chat, skype etc) and timing….
I didn’t think I had much to say either…. then I started taping goodbyes….. I’m still not done…. I’ve got binders full of “poems”…..
give yourself a chance to get it out…. what ever “it” is…..
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I’ve been there. It’s almost a good feeling, isn’t it? It beats this rotten feeling of wanting to die but not having the catalyst.
But all I can say to you is make sure you’ve thought your choices through, whatever they may be. Emotional (or chemical) based choices are usually the wrong ones! I think suicide should be a calm, well-planned effort. But what do I know…..
Do you want to talk about it?
I don’t want to talk about it, here. But the mediums I have are skype & email.
Though I don’t really have much to say.
you might be surprised at how much you have to say…. it just takes the right combo of people (or no one), medium (poetry, chat, skype etc) and timing….
I didn’t think I had much to say either…. then I started taping goodbyes….. I’m still not done…. I’ve got binders full of “poems”…..
give yourself a chance to get it out…. what ever “it” is…..