Who knew these thoughts can get stronger and stronger.The pressure to do so is not going away. I really want to kill myself. I want to jump infront of a moving car. At least put some damage on mine body or kill me. Or at least jump in the river. I know where one is and it wont take long for me to sink either. I just want to leave is all. I just want everything the way it should be; me dead. I dont know what to be happy for anymore. Maybe crying could help. But i don’t even know that would slove anything. These thoughts are stronger then they appear to be. But i seem to be weak and i guess have no other chosed. Maybe sooner or later i would just… drown.
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Please don’t jump in front of a car. You’ll get the driver into trouble.
Why die in such painfull manner? Jump infront of moving car…… do you anticipate the pain of fractured bones? having severe toothace is much blessing compared to fractures! And drowning? Have you ever tried to suffocate yourself with a pillow? You can’t resist air, it’s agonizing ways to die. Don’t do it…
@SuicideKillMe I’ve been thinking of going out by car or drowning myself..
@moe Those are both on top of my list and I don’t care about pain as long as I die! Even paralyzed.. I don’t have much to lose.. I’m already paralyzed from life. At least my parents will be happy I’m alive. Also, supposedly drowning is peaceful and euphoric, coming from people who have drowned and survived. It can also look like an accident to spare hurting family even more.
If that’s your trip then why not. I prefer sleeping to death.
I’d prefer pills, to be honest, or carbon monoxide.
@moe So you’re planning on CO? I’d do CO/h2s/train as my last resort. My reasons are above^^ I’m curious about that guy using charcoal and not working..??
Yeah, why do it? Honestly, see someone, call someone. Don’t hurt yourself. There are pills to make you happy, I know, I have to take a bunch of them every day.
To be honest yes, the last thing I want is another source of pain…. And that guy’s room might not be as sealed as he thought.
I always thought of it but I can’t do that to my family. They’ll all be devastated. They all know I’m super depressed and my mom’s making me feel guilty as ever being all nice, I hate it! If I did it, I would do it in my car. Just remember it can leak to rooms next door and kill others near by… same with h2s. You can also risk surviving with brain damage or blindness too.
Thank you for reminding, i worry about “surviving” too. That’s why I’m curious about the other guy’s post.
I read somewhere some guy used two grills full in the bathroom and sealed it with towels. He woke up with a headache! And another, a Japanese celeb only used two briquets in the car and died. Everyone’s body works differently.. even oDing.. I should know.. absolutely NOTHING is happening to me. Grr.
Well I’m not preparing for nothing, I’ve been arranging my deadly items since March…
The only thing keeping me from doing it is because I have prevoius engagements, pitty. Relatives are comming home from Hawaii in December and I really wanna see my nephews and niece…. when they leave, and things are back to normal. I will commence my plan.
I have nothing going on besides this family reunion that I so don’t want to be a part of 🙁 Maybe this will be my last hangout/goodbye with everyone and god will finally take me away..