Well after writing “The Change.” the drama continued for hours. I finally decided to eat today. So i went to go grab a piece of bread and my dad started freaking on me and said i was a fat pig. Mind you i ate absolutely nothing at all. So i just walked in my room and ignored him and went back on my computer. Then a couple hours passed and i went out to show my dad my dream car to be friendly. Then of course, he yells at me. Then my mum goes why are there garbage cans in here, and i said i was going to clean them. So she starts yelling, so i just went back in my room again. I just can’t win anymore. My only friends that i can actually stand are my two cats and my hamster. Other than that i want to go insane because eveyone bothers me now. I just wish i could go back in time, to the time where i didn’t cut, i didn’t steal, i didn’t steal my moms beers, the only thing i havent done is take a cigarette from my mum or sister, that will probably be next, or i’ll probably get involved with partying with my sister or something. The way my life is right now it wouldnt be a shocker. But, i guess the only thing i can do right now is just say “whatever.”
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Sorry i say both mum and mom. Also when i stole my mums beers i didnt get drunk so, and i dont steal them anymore.
Those parents are criminals, they are monsters for psychologically destroying a person who is dependent on them. You should tell them that, and if you are underage report them. What you need to do is focus on yourself, in preparing your autonomy as soon as you can, getting a job, and for that you need skills. Do learn skills, whichever you choose, from dog toiletting to computer programming. Anything is valid. Once you are an adult, you will revenge on your parents for what they did to you, but in the meantime, do not let those bastards destroy you or drive you to depression. Cases like yours are everywhere and I hate to see “parents” like that. Dont let now the circumstances drag you to alcohol, binge drinking or worse. No way at all. Precisely you need to protect yourself by preparing you with knowlege. Learn a language, things like that