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I’ve gone to counseling back in high school due to stress and depression and it never helped. I guess because I know they were just humoring me and not -really-listening. But it didn’t help. They claimed it was because I wasn’t making the effort of feeling better, that I was too negative and liked to remain miserable. Even worse most of my classmates thought I did all this for attention.

So began a life of hiding what I truly felt. Bottling up my feelings. Nights of crying alone and contemplating on erasing my existence on the planet.

It’s helped a little being here some and writing things, down having people respond or not, it really doesn’t matter. Having an outlet helps so keep at it, and if you need a friend let me know. I may not have any answers for you but I will sit down and take the time to listen