Everyday I struggle with wanting to cut myself and just bleed out. I used to cut and I wore wristbands to hide it. I feel worthless. I only have a couple friends and I want to be different. I want people to like me, but I want to be myself while doing. I don’t want to feel this way. It’s actually hurting my health. Instead of cutting, now I just binge eat. It’s gotten to the point where I know there is something wrong but I just can’t stop. I cry just because I’m so depressed. Why can’t I be better? Why can’t I stop hurting?
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“Why can’t I stop hurting?” … So many people at this stage give into the pain, give in to the addiction, let it become part of their lives … the fact that you are trying to live on at this stage shows courage, there is no way you should feel worthless, you know something is wrong and you’re talking about it, thats so much more than most people would be able to do in your situation, you know that there is something wrong and you know that you are stuggling, if you need anyone to talk to please email me … antonydevitt@hotmail.com … im not religious, and i dont have ulterior motives, I just know what its like to be in a rut, to be lonely, frustrated, and to be able to see no way out, to have control over nothing but your own life … I just want to give an ear to anyone who feels like they are not being listened to, please email me if you are in need. I dont think you are insignificant, and am genuinely interested in your problems … as large or as small as they may be