Everyday I struggle with wanting to cut myself and just bleed out. I used to cut and I wore wristbands to hide it. I feel worthless. I only have a couple friends and I want to be different. I want people to like me, but I want to be myself while doing. I don’t want to feel this way. It’s actually hurting my health. Instead of cutting, now I just binge eat. It’s gotten to the point where I know there is something wrong but I just can’t stop. I cry just because I’m so depressed. Why can’t I be better? Why can’t I stop […]
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sammibug
sammibug
I am 17 years old, almost 18. I am scared shitless of my future and I just want to be treated like a person.
You ever get the feeling that you are just so hopeless?
I am always fighting with myself and how I feel. Sometimes I can be sitting with my family and friends and just think about how much I want to take a razor blade and let my wrists bleed. I think about how much of a failure I have been to so many people. I hate that I am so overweight because my father verbally abused me and made me feel terrible about how I looked. I hate that because of him, I constantly eat when I am bored or when I think about depressing things.
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