I don’t know how, and I’m not sure why but I’m in love with a girl. Just so you guys know, I am a girl. She is 2 years older but is the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen.
We’ve been through a lot. She basically hates me and says I stalk her and doesn’t wanna even contact me.
So today, I asked my friend to txt her and ask her to call me and my friend told me exactly what she said instead of telling me she said no, which would’ve saved me tears and probably my life. I wanna kill myself because she will never love me and there is nothing worse than loving someone you know you can’t have.
People think I’m overreacting. I’m just mad as fuck right now and I tried naps but I might cut and overdose. I’m unsure.
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If all lovesick people killed themselves, there would be 2000 millions deaths by suicide each year …
I mean *2 billion*
The thing is, that’s not my only reason. My life is fucked up and i have tons of reasons to kill myself.
I am in my 40’s and I feel for you. Love that is not returned is a horrible feeling. Although it is painful, I promise you it will pass. Another girl will come along that makes you feel good about yourself and that loves you back. Also probablly you will feel heartache again. It’s all part of life, and the good things in life will outweigh the bad things (it just may not feel like it sometimes). Reach out to other lesbians in your community that are the same age as you and you will see you are not alone.
Love is sick
Just because she might not love you, doesn’t mean no one else will. If she hates you so much is she such a great person anyway?
Because of love i’ve gone suicidle….
I’m not lesbian…I’m just curious.
She’s almost like an exception.
And you guys r right. I’m actually only 12 hahaha, so I’m sure it will pass. She hates me though and I’ve been crying for the past week about it.