Young Blood

You know how when you were a kid, nothing was that serious? You could do anything, and the world never would hurt a hair on your head. You were so energetic and ready for anything. Nothing ever really hurt, at least not as bad as it does now. Everything was basically perfect. Conformity didn’t exist, neither did pain, revenge, loss, anger, NOTHING. Everything was bright and pure. Then everything fades to black, and you think you’ve died and gone to hell. Now that I think about it, what is hell? Is hell now, or when you were a child? Being clueless about the world can sometimes help block out things that bother us, but when the blockage disappears, things hit you harder than they would have if you didn’t block it out in the first place. When you got older, you became aware of things, you saw the pain very clearly, and in that moment, you wish you were a child so you wouldn’t have to think or see things like pain. We can all be children again, you know how? By creating your own world and living in Denial. But, just like childhood, Denial has a catch to it. Whenever you forget reality, it comes back full force so you’ll NEVER forget it again. Hell is now, then, and far into the future. You can’t say that it isn’t, because I just gave you all of the very logical reasons why it IS. Being clueless isn’t as good as the movies make it. Maybe I’m crazy, maybe not. But one thing I KNOW I’m correct on is that Hell is everywhere you turn. You can’t escape the confines of it.