I’ve been through the exact same thing, except I was in the girl’s position. I was young and rash and I realized later on that I always treated him as a best friend. He reacted the same way you did, minus the suicide. I felt absolutely horrible and I hated myself for it but I knew I couldn’t lie to him and I couldn’t lie to myself. You need to accept that you can’t change her feelings about you. She wouldn’t have been happy with you even if she never told you. If you care enough about her you’d let her go. At least you’re still friends, right?:D
we can still be friends ha! laughable tht shit never works it just makes it worse who wants to be around the one they love and call them friends u cant hold them, u cant squeeze them, u cant kiss them, wuts the point of being friends if thts all u want to do and they dnt want u to? u cant touch her it’ll be soooo awkward, shes deff not a best friend for leading u on for 2 years 2!! impossible…..but listen there is someone out there for everyone and she wasnt it if u stay on earth a lil while longer u’ll find her but rite now ur eyes r closed and as soon as u let this one go they’ll open and u’ll find her like tht (snap) trust me being in the dark is a waste of time lifes too short to mope around and carry on like u have been. breathe my good friend just breathe karma will eventually make her feel even worse than u do now. <3 always shonimonster
): I was recently in this situation. It triggered my suicide attempts and my cutting. I never thought that someone could have that much control over my emotions. I wish you didn’t have to go through it. Maybe you’ll be stronger than me and get over it. Or maybe you’ll actually do it.. I wish I had. My old boyfriend triggered all these thoughts and all of this stuff. Sometimes I wish I could have actually died by the pills I took. I still wish I could have him back. But as you can tell by my posts, I’m just a girl who can’t handle shit. I really hope you can turn your emotions around
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thanks for everyone who commented especially sonic.. thank you so so so so much.. i really needed to hear what you said.. i needed to hear her side and it made me feel like im not alone.. how long ago was this for you? would you be willing to chat with me via msn or something? jaiden-watling@hotmail.com i feel like talking to somone on the flip side mite help me get through this..
I don’t know why love always causes suicidal attempts.. it happened to me too. I just wanted him to like me as much as I liked him.. and three days after we broke up I decided I couldn’t handle it.
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I’ve been through the exact same thing, except I was in the girl’s position. I was young and rash and I realized later on that I always treated him as a best friend. He reacted the same way you did, minus the suicide. I felt absolutely horrible and I hated myself for it but I knew I couldn’t lie to him and I couldn’t lie to myself. You need to accept that you can’t change her feelings about you. She wouldn’t have been happy with you even if she never told you. If you care enough about her you’d let her go. At least you’re still friends, right?:D
we can still be friends ha! laughable tht shit never works it just makes it worse who wants to be around the one they love and call them friends u cant hold them, u cant squeeze them, u cant kiss them, wuts the point of being friends if thts all u want to do and they dnt want u to? u cant touch her it’ll be soooo awkward, shes deff not a best friend for leading u on for 2 years 2!! impossible…..but listen there is someone out there for everyone and she wasnt it if u stay on earth a lil while longer u’ll find her but rite now ur eyes r closed and as soon as u let this one go they’ll open and u’ll find her like tht (snap) trust me being in the dark is a waste of time lifes too short to mope around and carry on like u have been. breathe my good friend just breathe karma will eventually make her feel even worse than u do now. <3 always shonimonster
): I was recently in this situation. It triggered my suicide attempts and my cutting. I never thought that someone could have that much control over my emotions. I wish you didn’t have to go through it. Maybe you’ll be stronger than me and get over it. Or maybe you’ll actually do it.. I wish I had. My old boyfriend triggered all these thoughts and all of this stuff. Sometimes I wish I could have actually died by the pills I took. I still wish I could have him back. But as you can tell by my posts, I’m just a girl who can’t handle shit. I really hope you can turn your emotions around
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thanks for everyone who commented especially sonic.. thank you so so so so much.. i really needed to hear what you said.. i needed to hear her side and it made me feel like im not alone.. how long ago was this for you? would you be willing to chat with me via msn or something? jaiden-watling@hotmail.com i feel like talking to somone on the flip side mite help me get through this..
I don’t know why love always causes suicidal attempts.. it happened to me too. I just wanted him to like me as much as I liked him.. and three days after we broke up I decided I couldn’t handle it.