I’ve started working out, stopped smoking and drinking. Ive tried to stop being so nitpicky with my friends and girlfriend, and it hasnt helped my depression or anger at all. I feel like exploding half the time. Â I know that everyone has to do the same things in life. But what if im not ok with that. Â Im so tired of no one being able to even try to understand how i see life. Im just expected to live like everyone else when I AM NOT like everyone else. Â It really makes the world a dark and lonely place when you know your not alone but you still feel like you are because everyone else is so pre-programmed.
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What are you depressed and angry about, or why?
life sucks, i have no family, and the friends ive developed and spent some much time investing in are starting to disappear for one reason or another. Moving, college, love, family. I’m twenty and all i know is being alone, having to do things by myself. take care of myself, hurt by myself, live by myself. to quote a song, ” i just want to get attached to something nailed down”. i dont want to have to be alone again.
i get that, im always alone, im ment to be out this weekend, but my friend makes plans, gets my hopes up and just ignors my calls. he doesn’t really care about much other than himself. and then i lost lots of friends to the ex, after the break up she turned them on me, just cause she thought i would do the same, not that i would. it is hard, cause you can’t do much on your own to take your mind off actually being alone. i used to just head out to my usual pub and meet random people and just chat to them for something to do, but i was different back then, i did it for fun, not cause i was down, it was something to do and new people to meet id never really see again. could be something to try, you may find it helps. also, do you like alexisonfire by any chance?