i sit here contemplating about you. I wonder how perfect you are and my young obsession with you, almost 2 years back. I think about any chinks in your perfect complexion, but yet I still don’t see any. I watch your pictures I saved on my iPhone, from your Facebook. And can’t view yours after you blocked me and privates your profile after I mistakenly deleted you out of my misery filled stupor. All of this, stupidity, because you rejected me. I didn’t even know what I would say or how I would do it, especially when I can’t say it to your face. I’m madly in love with you!!! 2 years went by after I thought I lost my obsession with you. Instead I supressed that idea from my mind those 2 years. It was considered my most traumatic experience , because I felt such strong emotions from that. It’s traumatic even though I got my ass kicked lterally by my dad a couple times. I wonder if one of those chinks would be you feeling suicidal, ther must be a lot of stress on you if you as amazing and perfect and pure (perfect, amazing, beautiful, virgin, white, astoundingly pure) you must have a suicidal kind of chink or flaw. I’m still and always will be in love with you….
Always… And forever………………..
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Damn even reading the name of my own post I see the name Nycolle and my heart skips a beat…
You’re still whining on about that Nycolle girl, just get over her already. You don’t need her, she said no, she’s not perfect. Just get over her
Its really hard isnt it? i was obsessed with a boy and he got so sick of me he blocked me on facebook. I did so many things which made him hate me like hacking his msn and i pushed him to the limit until he hated me so much. About a year later he added me on facebook and my heart was racing so much and i just ran around my house screaming with happiness. Then i met someoneelse and now im completely obsessed with him. Its like i need a new obsession to get over someone. Now ive spent the last 2 years obsessed with someone different even though i thought it was impossible to get over the other boy. Its different now though because i actually have a chance with the boy im now in love with because he says he will be with me. You will find someoneelse trust me it may seem impossible but it will happen.
Y’know what’s worse? Having an unhealthy obsession with an idea that has no hope of ever coming true, heh. People can disappear. But a thought never goes away. ~I’m more unstable than you think~
Chin up Nathan boy.
wow. I so wish my biggest problem was obsessing about a boy/girl and watching them on Face Book. Sorry kids, those are not real problems. Sure, they’re unhealthy things to do, but try navigating thru a marriage with a man who loved you so much, went on a business trip for 5 months, and came back unsure he still loved you. We have 2 kids. THIS. is an example of a real problem. Realize it. Put it in perspective. When you grow up, you will have real problems. But you don’t right now.
Well you’ve had someone to love tgats the point, but yeah sorry