The headaches are killing me. The beep in my ears are extremely loud now. I’ve been dizzy all day and they disappear and then reappear all of a sudden in less than a minute. Where is it coming from. Anyone know, is it paranoia. It may be the illuminati because every time I think or write about them. The beeps, the horrible, continuous beep is horrible. Ow, anyone understand, it’s like shellshock except happens all the time. It comes and goes and today, it’s worse. Rogue Shadow, is it you doing this. Or is it a consequence or withdrawal from choking out? Ow, I don’t understand. Even music doesn’t help unless I blast it in my ears. I feel dizzy, maybe its a brain tumor, or some sort of disease. Dammit it fucking hurts, sometimes my brain, subconscience or whatever shuts down and can’t think fucking straight like a fucking EMP for the fucking brain. Illuminati can do this right… ??? Rogue, help me…
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I had the same thing. I always get dizzy and u would usually have conscent headaches for weeks and weeks even my mom gets mad cause im always hurt.
Maybe it is caused by the how much time you’ve spent choking yourself out. :\
Ever thought about seeing a doctor for that? You never know it could be something serious.
Man you should get that checked out. Yo Rogue drag Nathan to the hospital ASAP! If your host dies you die. Got it Rogue?
I am getting attacked by my brain I have overwhelming paranoia from a dream in my childhood I’m afraid. It must bevRogue, I’ve never told anyonevabout them. I need help and quick, dreams are iverenhsmced stress and… Fear, I’m close to tears now, i thought i was over the crying why are thosevhorrible dreams back….
I heard beeps too. Esp when I lie down. When I try to listen clearly, they r gone. I can’t sleep bcuz of them. Freaks me out!!
Aww Nathan hey man don’t cry, me and my other ‘loving’ selves will embrace you and try to help you get through it. Your Rogue and my Umbra can go torment each other elsewhere and leave our minds/bodies. You’ll be okay. I’ll try to be here for you as a friend. Telling someone is the first step to getting help. Can you tell your parents, anyone? You have the take that 1st step yourself.
Btw I haven’t slept all night bcuz of paranoia too. It felt like someone was trying to infiltrate my mind so I sat in front of my computer all night just blocking out those thoughts with music. I feel better now though. So now I’m gonna go catch some zzz’s. Later dude. Take care.