Im going to do it. Im killing myself. Very very soon. Dont bother trying to talk me out of it because it wont work. Right now i dont give a damn about the consequences. I just want to die. Everyday my pain gets worse and worse. Im putting an end to all of this pain. This could be goodbye to everyone, so i wish you good luck in all that you do. Perhaps i will see you all in the afterlife if there is one.
-End
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I envy you. Anyway, gd luck. Hope you get to where you want. RIP.
Thank you. But i doubt i will get there. I wish you the same
Ha, I hope so. Just hanging on to this wretched life is no good. If only there’s a wonder pill that can kill us fast and painless.
If only…
Wish the best for everyone, and I wish you get what you want. There’s a possibility I’ll kill myself tonight as well; maybe we’ll bump into one another in Purgatory.
Purgatory? Why there?. I was expecting much worse than that
ohhh shit another’s ready. Ha, did i mention i envy you guyz!? Gd luck, Graychameleon. May success be with each of you.
I mean, Heaven and Hell in the Christian sense are man-made concepts. My belief is humans are incapable of comprehending the greater mysteries of the universe and the mystery of what happens after death. If science is to be believed, my suspicion is when a person dies his or her brain is flooded with DMT (the chemical that is released during dreaming) and any “afterlife” is essentially an infinite dream, that lasts only a few seconds as the physical body dies but is perceived as an eternity to the person because the concept of time is altered while dreaming. Beyond that, if there is any mysticism influencing the afterlife, we can’t understand it. Either way, I want everyone to get what they want so long as it doesn’t hurt another person (which includes the self).
dream_always, it’s the the success of death which is unnerving, it’s the after effect.
Oh i see
I dont believe in afterlife or anything after we die. To me, it’s the end. And if there’s anything after that, I guess I will only have to find out after I’m gone. While its nice to think i have somewhere to go after i die, but its really juz a dream to me.
Yeah, the scariest thing is to think there is no afterlife in an effort to motivate yourself to manifest any dreams or desires in real life, only to achieve what you want and have it not offer any satisfaction. It’s worrisome when my life is decent but my dreams are still better. That is why I hope for more after death.
And a correction to my previous post:
“It’s not the success of death which is unnerving (success can be guaranteed), it’s the after effect.”
Reading is tough when you’re drunk.
my life is crumbling, evne the afterlife doesnt motivate me. too numb to try lying to myself. im living for the end itself.
In that case, I don’t know what else to say. I’m lucky to have hobbies that take my mind off things, but they’ve been failing me the past two days and that’s why I’ve been depressed. As soon as the distraction ends, all the depressed and suicidal thoughts come back.
I keep myself distracted to numb the pain but like you, as soon as I’m alone, my thoughts go all ways. can’t help it.
Im going to do it. Im killing myself. Very very soon to im 48
Why now? If you don’t mind my asking?