If you knew me you would run from me faster than you would from a hungry lion… so I put on this act and avoid mentioning how beautiful blood looks flowing fresh from the source… I avoid mentioning how much I love watch my own blood flowing down my arm… I simply sit there and smile, like the good little girl you think I am so you don’t lock me up claiming I’m crazy… I’m not crazy I’m just simply not what you’re used to… I’m sorry I tried to stick up for myself/friend/that kid everyone seems to hate for no reason but I won’t just sit in the background anymore… I’m sorry if this makes you mad mommy/daddy/teacher/principal/cop/judge/jury but I can’t just sit by while people are being harassed… Yes, I know my fists aren’t the best things to use but he threw the first punch and I didn’t have time to get someone and yes, I know this isn’t the first time I’ve been caught defending myself or someone who needed help and this is his “first strike†but he’s been a bully for years unbeknownst to you and it was time he stopped being a little shit… I’m sorry I did it again mommy but I had to and besides the other boy had a knife and the kid I was defending had nothing I had to disarm the bully and yes, I know I shouldn’t have broken his arm but it was the only way to make sure he wouldn’t get back up and start throwing punches… Hey mommy I’m out of jail… Mommy why won’t you talk to me… Mommy I was only defending another kid from a bully to prevent the bully from sending him to the hospital… Mommy I’m sorry I’ve been such a pain I’m gone now, you don’t have to deal with me anymore… Mommy don’t cry, I know you miss me but I don’t have to be the victim of wrongful justice anymore and a bullet to the medulla oblongata is a really quick way to die… mommy it’s happening to little sissy now don’t you see it help her before it’s too late…
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I have yet to commit suicide
Sticking up for others is an admirable trait. I like you already. Well done.