Well not sure….

well first i guess maybe i should quit drugs and listening to the music i do……but i just cant stop thinking that being in an endless sleep would be better than dealing with everything in my life…trying to sell a failing business and trying to decide if i should leave my boyfrind of 6 yrs for guy ive known since i was 10 yrs. old.  im sure my kids hate me cuz they dont listen and im just really tired…….