At first i was supposed to make this post about gay suicides, but then again i kind of changed my mind.
It apears there is extreme anxiety on this site relating to suicide, wich i really cant relate to.
Why are you people being so judgmental of other peoples choices? You obviously do not know the reasons behind there actions. Why all the judgment? The Bibble for example doesent condemn suicide.
Some Near Death experiences do, but it is not automatic. There are differenting accounts
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F0g0FefaQZY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3IqEMIunsZ0
The point is;we are not judged based on the way we died, but the way we lived!
And NO! Suiciders do not automaticly go to hell! Ner Death experiences do not support this conclusion.
We really do not go to either hell or heaven. Or as Jesus said “the kindom of heaven is all around you!” It is the hell and heaven that you built around yourself here on earth!
I still do not understand why all this sadness, why all this judgment?
You cannot know the motives behind peoples choices. Suicide is NEVER something to be taken lightly. People who comit the act have already died inside a long time ago…as did i.
Why do you cry, why do you judge?
Look, just because YOU have a loving family, a supportive wife/husband and children doesent mean that everybody else does! Why then to you automaticly assume that everyone lives the carefree live that you do?
And this post was originally supposed to be about gay suicides…
Again;you live a good, stable live, that doesent mean that everydody does. What is someone for example is gay? Can you put yourself into that other persons shoes? To try to understand him and hes pain?
I was born dead to begin with. My mother was raped, as is quite common in Ethiopia. The communist junta that run my country refused to grant my mother a safe&sane abortion. They forced her to abandone me to a public hospital, where the “save the children” foundation picked me up, and gave me to both a racist and abusive white “christian” family.
There is a lot more that i could speak about the topic(that is, how rape is institutionalized in African countries) but i would want you to watch this short document of “legal rape” in Africa. These savages really have no soul!
Lets say that some of these raped girls or there children cant stand the pain anymore, and decide to comit suicide. Do you really think that our LOVING GOD will just drop them in some dark pit because “they couldn’t take it”
http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20110601/wl_africa_afp/nigeriacrimechildtrafficking
While watching this shit happen please remember, that the communist junta that ruled Ethiopia made international adoption legal in 1982, but abortion only by 2006 In otherwords they made child traffiking and baby trade MANDATORY for rape victoms like my mother! So, who do you think should be blamed for my suicide? Me, or the CRIMINAL GENOCIDAL COMMUNIST JUNTA!!?
http://www.ethiopiantreasures.co.uk/pages/derg.htm
This is SLAVERY! It has been born under a new name;international adoption!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yrliu80iVB8
The only pleasure im going to have in life before i die is watching these monkeys STARVE TO DEATH!!!
http://nazret.com/blog/index.php/2011/06/21/ethiopia-food-prices-spike-after-govt-lifts-price-caps-making-food-unaffordable-for-many
How do you guys always assume that everyone else has a carefree good life, a loving husband, great looks, a job and supportive family? Why do you judge? Im just interested to know.
Think of yourself gay. A 16-year old boy, who likes other boys, facing constant pressure by peers and family, on who you dont have a girlfriend yet? Then being caught in the showers after staring another boy too long. The rumours starts to spread…
Why do you judge him so easily, if he then decides to throw himself off a bridge? Im just curios to know. What if he doesent want to have a girlfriend AT THIS POINT of hes life! What if hes unsure of himself, and not ready, but “family&friends” wont stop the pressure! And if he kills himself, does he automaticly feel the pain of all the “loved ones” he left behind? The people that literally PUSHED him off that bridge to begin with?
By the way i wanted also post a little longer documentary here on how those evil “****** faggots” caused aids in Africa. Should be interesting to watch!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LZs1V8mpcoY
If he doesent fit into the “role models” pushed by your mediamachine and then ends up killing himself, whos fault is that? Hes? Because hes not as “gangsta” as Eminem, or perhaps(girls)slutty as Britney Spears? Or lets say he gets beaten up by some of those monkeys you have wondering around on your streets, suffers permanent physical and mental trauma, never recovers, and one day decides to take hes own life? How fault is that? Hes or the money?
http://ozziesaffa.blogspot.com/2011/06/usa-all-eight-black-suspects-in-brutal.html
There are ofcourse tons of other examples. Think about the hell that rape victoms have to go through, for example!
http://www.wlbt.com/story/14676883/police-12-year-old-boy-rapes-boy-9
What is with you people? Have you spoken to god? Did god tell you that all suiciders automaticly go to hell?
Here is by the way 2 interesting stories about ALS victoms. They both suffer from the same decease, both have family and friends, but one(on hes death bed)has decidet to condemn the choice of others, one is not. Wonder wich side is god on?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Qr9_hzVfYI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bxQYTFIZi8A
Dont judge others! Atleast dont judge them, before hearing there entire story! Atleast wait untill you have heared the whole story! Try to relate to other peoples pain and suffering. Most people who even CONSIDER suicide already died inside a long time ago! What abut that 17-year old girl here suffering from bad skin, and being unable to get a boyfriend probobly for the rest of her life, untill the skin problem somehow is fixed. She may NEVER be able to become a mother! Why do you judge her, not matter what she chooses?
Would you judge me, if my suicide attempt was successful? Would god judge me, because i did not want to be white mans toy anymore tradet by a treasonous communist junta? Would god judge ANY CHILD that refused to live a life as a “christian” white mans housepet? This is the true face of “international adoption”
http://nazret.com/blog/index.php/2011/06/07/ethiopia-s-child-brides
http://nazret.com/blog/index.php/2009/09/14/ethiopian_children_exploited_by_us_adopt
http://nazret.com/blog/index.php/2010/06/15/ethiopia_man_charged_with_child_sex_abus
http://english.caing.com/2011-05-10/100257756.html
Find me proof of gods unconditional judgment to suiciders first! And if he does not throw the first stone, then why should you? Respect the choices of others, and remember, that it was not they themselves who killed themselves, but OTHER people that pushed them to do it! THAT is why our society hates suicide so much! Because then OTHER PEOPLE would be FORCED to carry the pain that THEY THEMSELVES caused, and not solely the victom!!!
P.S:
Good luck to DazedRay! Hope you make it out of here in one piece, and are not sent back to this HELLHOLE! As for ohmyrod, please contact me on my email JonesHenry@hotmail.fi
4 comments
Wow. I can’t say how much this means to me, I mean, I’ve always agreed with everything you’ve said in this post, in fact, I’ve used them in my own arguments at times.
But I’ve been looking for a way out for some time, and even though I’ve given up all hope of having a good life and finding a reason to live, there’s always that nagging doubt in the back of my mind, that what if whatever god is up there shuns me just like my family does, how will i be better off?
So thanks.
I totally love this esp. your last paragraph. However I’m convinced that people still condemn suiciders no matter what. They deliberately shut their eyes and ears to all reasoning!
By the way, why do you believe that god exists?
Awesome. JonesHenry you’re my kind of people. I agree with you 100%.
Btw good luck with your suicide. :]
People are selfish. It’s what they want or what they think that matters. I feel the same way about myself when I contemplate suicide, which I often do. Don’t do this. Don’t do that. That isn’t a good reason. Blah blah blah. Selfish words. People need to support the suicidal because a lot of the time those suicidal people are just looking for someone to care about them. I don’t think gay people kill themselves because they are gay. I think gay people kill themselves because others make being gay a bad thing. Calling being gay bad is like calling being short bad. Ridiculous.