OK so here’s the deal. Â Last week I had planned everything, purchased everything and set up everything to check out this past Saturday. Â Obviously it didn’t happen. Â Why? Â Simple! Â Once I knew everything was in place that I just had to go to the closet and *poof*, I became calm, relaxed etc. Â In the middle of that peacefulness, an idea come to me.
Took about a day for me to fully embrace the idea. Â Made sure I wasn’t just teasing myself unrealistically. Â The major thing that will cure me? Â Get out of the dead end little fucking mill town and my dead end little fucking mill job and go somewhere and make some serious coin.
SO, I am all ready to go….cept….cept…..
I cannot make myself update my resume. Â Problem is, I don’t have it stored on my computer(it’s on an old one that I do not have access to. Â So I need to key everything back in. Everytime I think about it, it brings me down. Â Takes the air out of my lungs and I am powerless to do anything. Â WTF???
Never had a problem like that ever before. Â I don’t know what I need to get past this roadblock I PUT UP, but I need to figure it out fast or…………..
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sorry to clog up your blog…. hating life right now. See what your boss does, and do his your job just as well or better.
clog away…
The deal is I don’t care what my current boss does.
He is a moron, literally. The whole company is run by moron’s.
Town is full of them and they are KILLING me.
So I’d like to get out and return to the “world”.
There is just TOO MUCH evil here.
One way or the other I will be exiting out of here.
ah, i see…. skilled labor is more valuable than a college degree right now so that’s good. maybe fool one of those morons into writing a reccomendation for you- citing your value as a good worker. that makes a recruiters job real easy. they will take a chance on you based on that
Ya, already got that letter lined up. It’s a woman who is an Assistant something or another. I’m just going to write it on company letterhead, she’s gonna sign it and field phone calls. She kinda knows, I think, what me getting out of here means…so that is one cool thing.
Actually the biggest hurdle to do this is getting out there and letting me run my rap on them, with the handshake and all that. If I can do that, I am in.
But I got time. The jobs aren’t getting filled and there are more and more added to the mix everyday. This thing is just sort of in the ramp-up stages. Cool thing about this EXPLOSION is you can get into some field you don’t know a freakin thing about, because of the chaos, and if your GOOD, you can bluff your way thru the first little bit.
It makes life a trip, trust me…
OH AND FUCK!!! I HAVE TO CUT MY HAIR!!! sucks I know, but ya gotta do what you gotta do….
Ah you’ll cut your rockstar hair? Sucks man. But yeah like you said, ‘ya gotta do what you gotta do’
yeah it does suck, but I’m talking major red-neck stuff with these people. SO ya hang out for a few years, play the game, take your share of wealth and head to Costa Rica, well you see where I’m headed.
It’s not good to get too far ahead…..
But I COULD do that. A oceanfront villa on a a couple thousand acres in Costa Rica. My own little Kingdom. I’ll put up a moat… 🙂 lol
almost forgot…………..and grow my hair back…lol
did you catch that yesterday where I said if this works out we are gonna practically be neighbors???
I’ll be just south of the Canadian border, sooooo unless you live WAY UP NORTH, we will be neighbors, well close enuf…lol
Cool. Sweet goals you have there. Lol hair does grow back. Bright side.
Yeah I did catch that. I do live way up north. When things work out for me I’ll be moving down south. Like WAY down, lol.
I’m just biding my time, working real hard as well, being patient. One day I hope to make enough money to get by. Own a nice house, live where there are not too many neighbors, have a big backyard, build a dock, etc. Hey I might even go for a road trip someday. Could drive to LA and visit a friend of mine. Go to a sandwich shop called Lovebirds. Something like that. Just gotta live first and try to make it happen. Iunno.
Well if you ever need “rescuing”, I’m pretty good at that.
I am US Navy Seal trained(honest).
Besides I love rescuing princesses from the evil castles they are held in…..lol
I can’t do that trapped feeling thing real well. Hence one way or the other I will LEAVE this place.
Sometimes all it takes is some new scenery, a change in the air and your life just changes…
funny that…but it does happen…I “know” it does, shit ya..
Haha really? A princess? xD I never heard that from anyone before. Thanks. Although I’d like to think of myself like the Virgin Queen, Elizabeth. I prefer to take charge of my own rescuing, and build a better future for myself. I’m not really the type to foolishly wait around for the fabled knight in shining armor to rescue me. Lol.
Dude I watched Metalocalypse today. Hah. Funny shit. I never really enjoyed that show. In fact, I disliked it. Like ALOT. Dunno what changed. I guess I loosened up.
Rats.. my internet is slowing down on me.
lol…..I was born in the wrong “time”, oh well
Shit happens…