I just want to have someone to turn to. I need to hear a human voice tell me that it’ll be okay. I need human warmth to accompany the voice so that I can believe the words I hear, no matter how much it goes against my nature. I’m so incredibly lonely that I would rather die than continue to feel this pain. I would rather die.
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“I would rather die” <== Reminds me of a fave 08:23 minute song of mine I'd listen to when I was a twisted selective mutism twelve year old girl. I'd sit in my room with the black curtains drawn and I'd cut up my flesh, and cry/laugh.
Slipknot – "Scissors"
Human contact. How we yearn for it.. Hi there.
@Umbra_Artist..and your different now?…….how?
@imyouroldman: Oh, well let me see…… .. .. [smirk] .. Hmm. No, I’d rather not say.. … I have indeed fought for change of character/perspective, et cetera, and I partially achieved it.. Not yet full circle. …. . Ah that is enough ’bout me. Not a very interesting story to begin with nor is it a unique situation. I was humbled to dust a long time ago.
Ta ta for now.
@Umbra_Artist….”this one has strong survival instincts…”
that just popped into my head, maybe from a movie?
I don’t know really…
or it may just be that my “dope ain’t working right this morning:!
or…..
There is no “Ta Ta” til I pass out and wake up again after banging my head on my desk or the cold hard floor! ..Lol.
Compliment? I’ll take what I can get! Hah.
Or..! O-o-o-or-or..Orrrrrrrrr….. … …. .! I dunno. O_O