I’m going to use 12g of ********. It’ll be a painless death in my sleep. Within a month I’ll have enough to buy it.
And good luck bro. I’ve followed your posts for a while but hardly commented… you have it pretty rough. I’m weak–my life isn’t that bad but I can’t deal with it anymore.
@MrSebastior i’ve missed your old post so i dont no why. How old you.
@dearlybeloved sound’s good. Where can you buy ******** from? I here you can buy them in south America.
hey englishboy, read the email from mahmad gonzalez, it’s me, not my real name, just a joke between me and my friend, so errm yeah, just so you know man
tired cause it’s kind of late,, and feeling like crap cause,,,it’s just how it is nowadays..
so you really gona go through with it? yeaah,, i can understand that. The thing that’s keeping me from having a 100% suicidal mentality is my dog,,, can’t bare to leave it alone..
yeah i think so, i hate myself for leaving mum, my best friend and my gf though. she needs me right now but i just can’t go on for any longer, it’s kinda tearing me apart y’know
yeah i dont have a best friend (except for my dog) or a gf… i guess they’re not enough to help you get through whatever it is you’re going through uh? ..
well she ain’t exactly my gf, but she is like my gf and i’m like her bf, she lives like 30 miles away, i’ve known her for 4 years, never met once ’cause of her parents, we’re gonna meet in a few weeks but i just can’t hold on, plus social anxiety
my best friend i’ve never met, known him for 5 years, he lives in another country though, i’ma go see him after i’ve finished school then we’ll move in together so yeah
i don’t really have any irl friends y’know
i see, fawk i wouldnt be able to handle school the way i am… you said you dropped out, i guess you’re going back? Sounds like a good plan though,,, moving in with your best friend, you should probably try to hang on until then… and see how things go from there.
I dont even know you bro, but Im gonna miss seeing you on here. Please update every once and a while if youre still alive so I know youre still here. It’s gonna eat me alive wondering.
about the link well,,,, mhmm havent found any ‘good ones’, the good stuff was all based on the history channel and sciense channel, and the internet was just for bits here and there… mhmm,,, because the stuff i was talking about its pretty vast,, it’s not just 1 subject,,, but a bunch of different 1 combined, let me see what i can find though.
But,, it all started with the documentary on NOSTRADAMUS, on the history channel…. that was when the doors opened.
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So what’s you method
ligature asphyxiation, although i’m not gonna block the windpipe
I wish I was you. I dont have what I need to go yet. so when are you leaving?
what’s your method?
idk prolly when school starts, on monday
I’m going to use 12g of ********. It’ll be a painless death in my sleep. Within a month I’ll have enough to buy it.
And good luck bro. I’ve followed your posts for a while but hardly commented… you have it pretty rough. I’m weak–my life isn’t that bad but I can’t deal with it anymore.
See you on the other side.
@MrSebastior Can you leave me your email?
@MrSebastior i’ve missed your old post so i dont no why. How old you.
@dearlybeloved sound’s good. Where can you buy ******** from? I here you can buy them in south America.
@dearlybeloved
ah, good luck man
really? i appreciate it man
@englishboy
MrSebastior@hotmail.com
@donniedeath
long story, some mental issues, dysfunctional family etc
hey englishboy, read the email from mahmad gonzalez, it’s me, not my real name, just a joke between me and my friend, so errm yeah, just so you know man
what are you doing?
what i’m doing? fuck all, you?
wah what? me? nothing, tired. Feeling like shiet. ha,,
ah, why?
tired cause it’s kind of late,, and feeling like crap cause,,,it’s just how it is nowadays..
so you really gona go through with it? yeaah,, i can understand that. The thing that’s keeping me from having a 100% suicidal mentality is my dog,,, can’t bare to leave it alone..
yeah i think so, i hate myself for leaving mum, my best friend and my gf though. she needs me right now but i just can’t go on for any longer, it’s kinda tearing me apart y’know
yeah i dont have a best friend (except for my dog) or a gf… i guess they’re not enough to help you get through whatever it is you’re going through uh? ..
well she ain’t exactly my gf, but she is like my gf and i’m like her bf, she lives like 30 miles away, i’ve known her for 4 years, never met once ’cause of her parents, we’re gonna meet in a few weeks but i just can’t hold on, plus social anxiety
my best friend i’ve never met, known him for 5 years, he lives in another country though, i’ma go see him after i’ve finished school then we’ll move in together so yeah
i don’t really have any irl friends y’know
i see, fawk i wouldnt be able to handle school the way i am… you said you dropped out, i guess you’re going back? Sounds like a good plan though,,, moving in with your best friend, you should probably try to hang on until then… and see how things go from there.
yeah i’ll prolly off myself the day school starts
i can’t handle school either
how old are u? high school just plain sucks, anyway good luck with going out hope its what u want :/
i’m 17
yeah it is, it’s hard though
I dont even know you bro, but Im gonna miss seeing you on here. Please update every once and a while if youre still alive so I know youre still here. It’s gonna eat me alive wondering.
whaat, they took out the ‘ Afterlife ‘ post you left…laaame dude. I was on a roll with that one…
what’s up? (everybody)
and yo, Sebastior, i left you an email yesterday, i don’t know if it got through or not, let me know.
i didn’t receive an email man
add my msn, ’cause msn keeps signing me out when i reply to emails
MrSebastior@hotmail.com
and no i deleted it, ocd, sorry haha
but yeah, you got any links or anything? the stuff you wrote was interesting
iono im just trying to this MSN thing, ha…
about the link well,,,, mhmm havent found any ‘good ones’, the good stuff was all based on the history channel and sciense channel, and the internet was just for bits here and there… mhmm,,, because the stuff i was talking about its pretty vast,, it’s not just 1 subject,,, but a bunch of different 1 combined, let me see what i can find though.
But,, it all started with the documentary on NOSTRADAMUS, on the history channel…. that was when the doors opened.
bunch of differents ones** combine**
can you get yahoo messenger? ha
ah yeah i’ll search for it on youtube
yeah sure but i can’t right now, going to bed
i’ll make a post so you know when i’ve made an account
alright, laters.