Going Insane. </3

The smell of smoke lingers around me,

as the mixture of my tears and blood form.

I’ve sat up all night crying, just wanting it all to end.

I’m driving myself insane, how much longer will this last?

Falling apart piece by piece;

I wonder what my reason to be here, is.

How much more can I possibly give?

The numbness comes back, and the darkness has taken my life.

The sudden shock was sent all the way through me,

this felt like nothing else before.

My shadow has been left behind,

I’m going insane; will someone help me?

Please, I need to find myself again.