I lost one. soon i will loose all. I have no right. to breath this air of ours. I lost my mind as it gathers dust. The gathering of others fading away. My thoughts and feelings. trash beyond prepare. The beats that it took and the shame it gain. thats already enough. to throw me into the grave. i shouldnt be allow to live. shaking away the people the feelings and that is comotion. I am tried of living. I am tired of wearing this mask. And im tired of pushing people away. Soon enough…. i will not be here. My heart will be heavy with the sin i have done.
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It’s aight, I’ve lost my mind too. I find myself talking to myself even when there are people around, it laugh at the most random things like a dude burning underneath his car (dudes jus chillin underneath his car burning! fucking hilarious), i can’t wait to get my chance to deploy and kill bodies, i’m don’t care if i die but at the same time i don’t care if i live neither. We’re all fuckin crazy!
Your not alone, and if this isn’t anything what you were talking about then I’m sorry…
You don’t deserve any of this shit. Hell sometimes it helps to be fuckin crazy then you can laugh at the bad times
eeh i feel i dont know? crush hurt deflated? murder? depress even… after what happen today he just push me off the edge. i cant be save no longer. I see no point in continuing to live :L
When you get pushed off there’s only one thing left to do… climb back to the top, only this time you’ll have better balance.
nyuu i been push to much already. theres no room for me on top
Then push back and make room
i cant ish nyuu strong enough. Ish has be push to much to be recover. why waste time trying Q~ Q
It’s impossible to waste time because if you don’t try then your times worthless. You can’t lose anything if you don’t gain nothing. And what you have gained you can also accomplish again
TC were you really a marine?
sorry if it’s random, just wondering lool
Once a Marine, always a Marine
And I’m still Active Duty, yea.
i guess my time is worthless. i guess being here is pathice. I guess living is a worthless waste of time.
Then you got nothing to lose. Fight back and get something to lose.
how can i fight back. theres nothing to fight for :L
The top. We can only imagine how good it must feel up there. Perseverance and support is what’s needed.
“Nothing is wasted. The time compounds into your individual growth. The rose that grows in the harshest conditions among others that have failed is the most beautiful of all.” <= Just some advice a friend had given me. Hopefully, it'll help you the way it helped me.
SKM what do you want most out of life? For me, I want to live happy and free.
Because when all’s lost that’s all we can do is fight back and hope to gain wealth. If you don’t fight back then your just goin to get kicked while your down
Still with us kiddo? I’ll seranade you , really
@Umbra mostly nothing really go on to my laptop sleep or go to school. I dont really go outside cause i mostly fear the outside world
@TC i am already been kick by the bullying and stares and whispers of others. they are torn and bury me six feet underground. they dont wanna put up with me anymore.
@one and yea i guess im still here for now.
much respec TC thats pretty crazy
respect* dammit lol
you gotta fight back, suicide. no one can help you back, you gotta fight back or you’ll be stuck on the ground. no one wants that. you have the strength, i know you do. your gonna fight and your gonna win. It’s just a matter of doing it now.
and thx LOL