One day at a time

September 21st, 2011by tkflash

When will things just stop! Why are you playing this sick game with my life; constantly being bullied where ever I go and the people that should have my back turn on me to enjoy this twisted entertainment. The feeling as if the only place I feel safe from my suicidal thoughts is to isolate myself. Bullies you have taken the friends that I have always tried to make, the family that will always see me as second rate no matter whatever I accomplish, and a part of me; the part that is saying don’t let them get the best of you, but you have. People say sticks and stones may break your bones, but words will never hurt you, well I would rather be hit by a car then feel these everlasting words. I will physically heal, but every tormented and taunting phrase will stay in my memory for the rest of my life. I have so much to live for. I will never give in and let you win and get the best of me. What gave you the right to treat me this way? Why me??? I am alone, but still going to triumph, cause that is the only thing left to live for.

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