when i started cutting

it was new to me hurting myself making myself bleed but it was interesting to will to commit. cut by cut the blood tastes irony like metal. but its the cut the way it looks being made. watching the skin split the blood form. how deep how wide. then burning it started in high school i went to an adult high and college campus so id let people at school burn me and i would show them i do it. but it really started with piercing really my knuckles. for a week every day i would pierce and re pierce my knuckles ears , hands,arms. blood entertains me the next cut i do i want to be on my wrist right where the arm and hand meet. i want to get online one night and start talking to some one and as the conversation goes on i’ll cut my wrist and see how long i can talk before i pass out.

she sat across from me so many times before i noticed any thing that made me not trust but still i layed back accepting the thoughts knowing all roads would take me down. he laughed through the evil thoughts. we are all suicidal lets have a occult style mass suicide 90% of the sites visitors commit mass suicide simultaneously each success accompanied by a suicide note the nations newest mass suicide formed online. we could all be overfilling grave yards  expand and reach the depressed insane broken all to the ensemble good idea? and like always as you settle down for bed tonight cut the word DIE into your skin with the word loser kut underneath or above if prefered  for two weeks straight every night before bed. the once karv knuckle pierce into your arm. where everyone can see. tattoo craziness into your fingers then cut them open bleed onto the picture of when you were a baby.

cutters beware the blades are addictive. the pulse of blood sights will invoke you. kiss your bloody holes lick away the red stuff. draw blood with needles and spray it allover the walls to show how crazy your becoming. spray blood every where. dead bodies everywhere blood spraying everywhere. dead bodies everywhere blood spying everywhere. dead bodies everywhere blood spraying everywhere. buckets of bodies buckets of bodies. hands over here legs over there ffeet over there arms in the tree. dead bodies everywhere.