just for today

I once unsuccessfully-and painfully tried to end my life. I honestly have to say, its not worth it. I was sent to a hospital and treated like I’ve never been in my life. I really feel for you. I know what its like to be pushed to a breaking point. After telling the only person who ever really felt like a real mother to me (my at the time bfs mother) she told me the magic words to say to the nurse that would have me released. I still remember the woman’s name who I talked to on the suicide hotline. Her name was Vanessa. I really just wanted someone to talk to… I didn’t want to die alone. Please, let me be the one who makes a difference in your life. Like I said, I’ve been there, I know the breaking point, I know the courage it takes to speak out. Just talk to me and I will be there for you. People care about you, if you ever need to talk, just send me an email. pandahxc@yahoo.com, I feel your pain. We can talk about anything. I just want to help.