Ok.

This is not necessary. I remember your story. You are a great person and are deeply loved. Forget about other’s feelings for a minute and do think about yourself. Is this what’s really best for you? Don’t you want to be with your paternal family you so love and your father again? What about your best friend? You will lose all of that if you go. Remember the good times for a minute. You are young and beautiful you can have many more moments like those you treasure many times over. So why not? There is all the time in the world to die.

Damn, I’m just some random guy who you’ve never seen and I would buy a plane ticket tomorrow and fly there to stop you if you let me, even though that would pretty much leave me broke. Right away, no second thoughts. I know you won’t take me up on that but if I some random stranger is willing to do this those who are actually close to you would be willing to do much much bigger things for you if you let them.

You just need to make them understand.

Sigh, I know you’re not even an inch closer to changing your mind, are you? I’m so very deeply sorry I can’t reach you in any way, make you see.

I’ll think about you, I’ll remember you and hope you’ll be back to say you changed your mind. And since you won’t give me your name to remember you I’ll just keep the thought of you in a song.

You are important and I will remember you.

Good Luck.

Hey! You’re still there. I thought you’d be gone by now. You still have time to reconsider you know…. There really is all the time in the world to die. No need to rush it.

Whatever happens to you, I sincerely wish it takes you to where you need to go.