Smile? thats what everyone tells me, everyone tells me to “look on the brightside” or “just smile and everything will be fine”.Doesnt everyone think nothing will be fine? Nothing will be right? Nothing will make me happy again, but i still smile to make everything seem like its fine. When it isnt i cry myself to sleep i cut oh cutting just makes me feel better.. feeling that horrible sting i get when i make a cut and see the blood gush out. Why do i do this to myself? leave myself scars to see everyday? Why am i soo depressed? I tried comitting suicide many times but i failed.. I want to kill myself on my birthday January 16 i think i just might. I’m sick and tired of this world, all the pain i get from everyone. Hi i’m Jaylene 14 years old and i’m depressed who will save me?
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I’m sorry to hear that you’re going through a difficult time. I hope you feel better soon. My email address is patronhangover@gmail.com if ANYONE needs someone to talk to.
you’re 14 sweetie? what happened to make you feel that way?
plus i know how u feel. im gonna kill myself soon. i cant stand it anymore. god doesnt want me and theres no reason for me to be here. so i know what u mean
Yes 14 turning 15.
People made me feel like this
my ex best friend left me for the stupidest reason. i lost many people my uncle who helped me out has been dead for 6 years… i cant take this anymore
ur friends will come and go. dont feel bad about them. i know what u mean. i lost someone important and it kills me every day. its Part of the reason why i feel so bad
Yeah? well my best friend turned her back on me she called me a *****, backstabber, stupid whore, ugly. All these nasty words… My good old friend Mason… has a tumor… he left me and told me never to talk to him again.. i cant take it anymore
trust me they’re not ur best friends if they do that.
i know. i cant trust no one now. its so hard
i know. me too. sometimes i feel like its the only way to survive. just erase thoughts of love and trust from my mind so no one can take anything from me anymore.