when I was younger every time I attempted to kill myself I failed and was told that as I get older I will find my purpose for living, now I am older and I am still lost, I dont fit in with any type of group, have no friends, go to work, go home sleep, pay my bills, have no savings, go to work over and over and over again…there is no purpose to this life, I have no family now, no one would even knowthat I am gone….it was a lie..to keep me alive, there is no purpose, this world and life sucks and then you die, accomplishing nothing, achiving nothing important, not affecting the universe in any way, except taking up oxygen..life sucks and then you die..was the only truth told to me, everyone else lied, life is a lie…
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You hit reality on the head, and you are prove that life is a failure, thanks for telling me your story.
This only confirms my theory of life being shit and that society is so pro-life.
“Life suck then you die” nice words I could not agree more.
All you do in life is become trained to get a job.
Once you get a job you are then a wage slave and it does not matter how high you get in this heiarchy of life, you will die in the end.
After you hve doen your bit, you retire and are left to rot.
Why not just skip the suffering and wage slavery all together and just exit the world, that is what I am doing.
See you beyond the Pale.
But we are not here for a purpose, this world just uses you until you are of no use anymore then you get tossed aside. I hate the society people have put in this world. I hate how sick humans are deep down. I hate how if you want to die they make it even harder as well. I am twenty years old and I hate my life. I live the same way as you, I work, pay bills and go to school for a career I couldn’t care less for, my family is fucked up, my mother is abusive, I hate them. My friends are too caught up in their own lives to give a shit about mine. I can’t fall in love because every guy I meet just lies and wants to stick it in you and go. I hate this world. I hate that we have to work for a higher up person, it is pathetic that we have to break our necks for the wealthy and these fucking stupid blue collar people don’t see this shit, they let the rich trample all over them, to them we are trash. Disposable and useless. Humans are disgusting. I wish there was a quick way out I definitely would down poison, but all the over the counter shit won’t do it. Tried it once and ended up sick as hell.