Can You imagine, yesterday i saved 16 people, but today seems like nobody can help me. Feels like i give up. I have lots of money problems and i feel so weak and tired, that keeping alive just coz of people who loves me, even they cant help me.
Im in a bottom. No more power. Exhausted. Can’t fight. Can’t die. Can’t stand up. But also can’t give up.
Closing my eyes and going through it blinded.
Blinded to see the world, truth or dreams.
My religion also obliges me into this blindness. If i will fuck up everything here i will come back to this shit on next life.
I need to stand by just more 7 days. More 7 days. 7 days of surviving.
Please, somebody pray for me. I need it. My prays don’t go anywhere, my reincrnation left me fight alone. If You have Your God, ask him to hold me just for 7 days.
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