One of my closest friends killed themselves today. Thats 2 in only three weeks!!! what the fuck. i hate this so much. who else is next?? fuck my life.. im so depressed.
nobody knows why they did it. i saw a grief counselor and i told them that i cant cry for their deaths even though i really want to.. there is just no tears coming out. the funeral is tomorrow. hopefully ill cry there because i dont want people thinking that it wasnt important to me or that im just so pathetic.
it was a pact they found out. it was those two and then there are five others involved and one more offed themselves since then! i cant take this anymore, I cannot rap my head around why! it is just too much for my body and mind.
The same think happened to me I rememberfeeling crushed I saved my flatmate who had oded in the bath it’s a horrible thing to go through get some support good luck you are not alone
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I am sorry to hear this. That sounds so sad. Aren’t they too young to wish death? Why?
nobody knows why they did it. i saw a grief counselor and i told them that i cant cry for their deaths even though i really want to.. there is just no tears coming out. the funeral is tomorrow. hopefully ill cry there because i dont want people thinking that it wasnt important to me or that im just so pathetic.
it was a pact they found out. it was those two and then there are five others involved and one more offed themselves since then! i cant take this anymore, I cannot rap my head around why! it is just too much for my body and mind.
Sorry for your loss’s, …………. seek some professional help, you do not need to be next.
The same think happened to me I rememberfeeling crushed I saved my flatmate who had oded in the bath it’s a horrible thing to go through get some support good luck you are not alone