Its Kinda weird how, even when you know its gonna be a fairly good day you still wish to die.
I know that at anytime I could just let it go, for the simple reason of not caring but, i cannot die today.
I hate how people think that you are to afraid to kill yourself so they just torment you about it god. Im not afraid Im just planning, very precisely planning. how it will happen how i will do it. It will be great. I want to go out with style. With Grace.
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Inside I feel so much pain for you as I read this.
I am at a loss for words.
Perhaps because the words you write, I can relate to.
I’ve been where you are. Please find the strength to live another day, every day.
I am sure you don’t want to hear about the pain that you leave others behind.
I am a suicide survivor of my soulmate who took his life 9 months ago.
My heart goes out to you. I do not know the circumstances of what has brought you so much pain, but know that there is someone out there that cares