i’ve ruined everything. I don’t want to live. it’s to hard. i fuck up everything, my life, other peoples. my life and others would be better if i could stop being a fucking ***** and just kill myself like i’ve wanted to for moths now. i’ve tried closing myself off but it dosen’t work. i try not being around people who make me feel weak and worthless but their everywhere!
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I know exactly what you mean, I wish I could say something to help, but I’m in the same situation and have set the date, this Wednesday
I dont know, I think life is hard for those in 3rd world countries with out anyones help.
i’m not in the fucking third world. i’m in fucking highschool with all the goddamn cunts!
didn’t intend to trigger into aa angry response, I was juts trying to be a little lite hearted.
Sorry your in this place, yes we do make our own lives and the lives of others around us hard at times.
High sucked for me, I wouldn’t go back in time to go there ever.
I’ve never even been to a reunion, why in the world would I go and be with people that I never got along with anyway. Reunions are just one up manships anyway, hey I now drive a Bimmer, well I have a 2nd home in hawaii, that kind of shit.
Hang in there.
I hate to say this, but it’s all in your head.
Let me in that insane skull of yours for a second: If they’re all cunts, why would you want to make life better for them by dying? And since you’re such an obvious failure at suicide, try to find something you’re better at.
Living is harder than dying. That’s the point.
i really don’t see how offing myself would make other peoples quality of life better. i mean i’m a fifteen year old girl, what difference have i made in this world? my dying would only affect me and my family, not that half of them would care because i haven’t even met them, and my friends wouldn’t care. i hardley even know them any more. so what difference does it make if i live or die? to be or not to be?