I don’t have a spark
I don’t have a light to shine for
I’ve run out of things to rhyme with suicide
Maybe formaldehyde?
Now, i don’t know
What’s worth living for?
All these words in my head
Keep on telling me I’m a dead
beat nut case
I don’t have the will, i don’t have the strenght
To play this crazy charade anymore
Some day i’ll be dead, but will it be on my own head?
I simply don’t know anymore
I can’t let them know, and when i die it won’t show
Because if they know it will all be my fault
Although, I’m hurting people i don’t even know
And those that i know, i don’t know if i know
So what’s the point?
It’s all a crazy lunatic world
We’re all in an asylum, cuz if you’re sane
Well, you’re not here anymore
And if you are, maybe it was all just for show
Can’t fool the doctor, if he’s a god or a mocktor
It doesn’t show
If you’re happy you’re sure to be down
And no matter what, we all die in the end
Who wants a happy ever after?
When the prince is chardboard and you’re made of plaster
I know we’re flesh and blood, but think about it
If religion is right, we’re all from a mold
And if that’s true, why can’t i find the prince that i’m after?
What kind of sick god invents mental disease anyway.
No need to comment. And yes, it really stinks, doesn’t it? No proper structure at all. Only reason i wrote it was bc i got a bit antsy over some unreasonably embarrassing memories while singing in the kitchen. The eye i painted on my door is a lot better than this. Oh, and no need trying to figure it out, it’s all a muddle to me too. My poems have a tendency to run away from me. Also, having tics all over. Driving me crazy.
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Form and structure matter not when your feelings are communicated.
Thanks you for sharing.