ThisIsMe…………….

why is it that whenever i let someone into my heart they tend to fuck me over and act like nothing ever happend?.. im soo sick and tired of being treated like shit. everyone i love just ends up leaving me im all alone and i hate it, seems like no one cares. everyday i walk around like nothings wrong but the truth is im slowly dying inside i just wanna close my eyes count to three and poof all my worries are gone. (HA i wish it was that easy) ive lost so many friends and family in my life and growing up with my mother and her abusive boyfriend wasnt so easy ive been thrown back and fourth to so many people so its hard for me to call where i live “home”…. people think i have it good but i really dont id give anything to spend the day in someone elses shoes. ughh i hate life i wanna be erased from this planet