Tired of feeling this way am i alone

I feel very depressed and lonely im anti social Because of my anxiety no ones understand Im very attractive that’s what the women say but I go from one to another because I never feel a real connection so now I do have any one to talk to because I refuse to waists my time all I want is
some one to understand I just feel like time is passing me by envy and hate keep me away im just tired life don’t suppose to be this way