God intervened in my life, my screwed-up life, because someone prayed for me. Thursday morning, that someone died by suicide.
At visitation, I heard a little kid ask his mom what happened. He tried to explain that she just died. But he asked how. She whispered, “She shot herself.” I couldn’t bear to even stay.
She was “just” my best friend’s mom. My friend, too, but only barely. And I’m posting to beg each of you to NOT do this. This is painful. Whether it’s your daughter, your daughter’s friend, your mailman… Someone is affected. Someone is hurt. And that someone would have done anything to help you.
I’ll help you, if you have no one else. Call 1.800.SUICIDE. But if you don’t trust them, text or call me. Day or night, my phone is always on. Or you can email me.
Please, please, please reconsider. Your death will affect me, and I don’t even know you. I love you, and I don’t even know you. I WILL LISTEN, because I care… And I don’t even know you.
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4 comments
painter, ……… Some kill themselves to deliberatly inflict pain to others for ever reasons they have.
The majority of people make the ultimate choice knowing there is no other way for themselves. A choice made after years of suffering, excruciating emotional pain or real pain. We know other will be hurt yet its a by product of our actions. If we could do this without hurting other we would.
There are other solutions for some, and they often end up not killing themselves. There are situations where there is no other alternative acceptable to us.
I can see your enthusiasim for life and helping others, sorry for your personal loss.
I agree with caucajun, I wish there was a way to exclude the suffering of others, but it’s impossible. Our actions are the only alternative we have to alleviate the pain and suffering that weigh upon us so heavily.
I do appreciate your efforts, however, in trying to help people because sometimes all people need is someone to talk to. Thank you.
Do you money to help me live?
If not I am killing myself.
Bye.
Didn’t think you were actually gona be pratical and help.