People say.. Everything stays the same. You’re still you. You still remember. It’s just a shift.. Whatever that means:
Maybe that wouldn’t be such a bad thing. Your mind could offer you whatever you asked upon it.. And no one would be there to stop you from anything. No one would judge you.
But you’d still remember everyone you’d ever loved. You’d still be able to carry them with you. Their memory would protect you..
I think I’m just fantasizing a little.. I think I’d like what death would offer me, but it’s not really an option right now.
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You live on in another realm of consciousness separate from your physical body. You can choose to stick around in be in limbo if you aren’t ready to join the light. Or you can join the light and seek more knowledge for your next rebirth. If you kill yourself, you will more then likely reincarnate to complete ur life lessons that you skipped out on in this life.
I’m kind of looking forward to dying actually, because it will give me the chance to do it all over again.
Ever seen a film called Wristcutters: A Love Story?
It’s about a guy who slits his wrists, because his girlfriend left him, and bleeds to death only to awaken in a very bleak world much like our own. This world only contains suicides. Anyway, once there he hears about his girlfriend supposedly killing herself and embarks on a road trip with some quirky guy and girl to find her. Don’t want to spoil the rest. It’s a very dark comedy with an uplifting ending.
Well, I don’t believe in an afterlife of only suicides or really any afterlife, just thought I’d share that to get you thinking. It kind of does make you wonder though..
Nikster: I think death would be fun. It’s interesting. I want to see what it is. I don’t think I’d really go to hell or anything if I did it. I really don’t think our God would be that menacing. Well.. If he exists. Never know. Sometimes it’s just nice to think he does.
TheGoodGirl: That would be pretty cool. Like a loonie bin of death. Hah. Well. No judge. It would be nice, actually. We can at least hope for something like that. Or fantasize. I’m a total day dreamer. I’m good at completely zoning out when I want to..
Haha, that’s exactly like what the movie was like. It seemed like only loons killed themselves and ended up there.
I’m a day dreamer too. It’s a good escape. It’s almost like a coping mechanism.
“I’m kind of looking forward to dying actually, because it will give me the chance to do it all over again.”
Christ, I hope not. Who’d want to endure this all over again?
One thing is for sure: YOU ARE GOING TO DIE. It’s a 100% guarantee! Whether you decide to take fate into your own hands and end your life while you are still young is ABSOLUTELY YOUR DECISION. I’ll tell you this, though. My sister attempted suicide a bunch of times. I love her dearly and she is an amazing person. She is a technical writer making a shit ton of money. She’s sober over 25 years. BUT, when she was suicidal, she became so manipulative and created so much chaos in our family that we all basically all told her, “go ahead”. It was a sad day, but we let her go. Obviously, she sought help, quit using and is alive today because she cared enough about herself to put in the work necessary to get better. Some people get grace and some people don’t. You have to want it more than anything and be willing to go to ANY lengths to get it. As long as you are still alive, you can still get better.
I’m sorry causeway, but your comment made me laugh. I think one shitty life is good enough, right?
@hbmom, That sounds a lot like my sister. Except for the fact that she has been addicted to drugs her entire adult life (she’s now 30) and absolutely refuses to seek help. The saddest part is that she has a 3 year old son that is being cared for by the father’s mother. We’ve all basically given up on her.
goodgirl: Poor kid. Shes setting him up for a life of doubt and torment. “Why wasn’t I good enough for mom to quit using?” How many poor kids out there ask that question every day? You cant give people will to live. Sad but true. And as much as they would like to, you can”t let them drag you into their shit. It’s an inside job.
God, I know. I feel so bad for him. The weird thing is, she had a couple of abortions in her life (don’t want to get into whether that’s right or wrong; her choice) why did she choose to have this baby? Why put him through this terrible existence? It’s truly a shame.
It is…. but that’s why there are all these kids on here wanting to off themselves. Parents who aren’t able to put them first. It’s sad. I grew up with parents that were too self-absorbed to care about me, so I wanted to do things different. Thank God I was able to stop drinking and be a good mom and role model.
If only every parent could make that decision. To not be selfish. To get cleaned up.
I can only imagine…what if he finds this website someday? Time will tell.
Goodgirl: Maybe you can help him. Maybe you can be a role model for him… My nephew used to admire me so, before I started drinking to excess… I really let him down. Now he drinks. It kills me.
I want to be a role model. But I haven’t seen him since he was a baby. Now he’s 3. The boy’s father is also on drugs and his mother (the woman taking care of my nephew) is a very busy lady and I feel weird or like I’m bothering her by inviting myself to her house to see him. You know? My parents and I shouldn’t have to go through an outside source to see my nephew, it should be my sister. Unfortunately that’s not how it turned out. The whole thing just sucks.
That’s terrible. Poor guy. It breaks my heart to see little kids growing up with addict parents. They have to grow up so fast. They end up taking care of the parents. It’s just disgraceful… I’m really sorry for the little guy.
Yeah, very disgraceful. Thanks for your concern.
Depending on how you die is what it’s about. Because I don’t think there really is anything afterwards – except maybe eternal peaceful sleep. A cease of existence.
Maybe it’ll feel like you’re floating away – a sort of high. I’m interested…
I think I’ll check out that movie though, GoodGirl. Thanks for mentioning.
And wow…tough life he had. Disgraceful indeed. Should never happen to a child – never.
Yeah, the only people who know are dead and we can’t ask them. I wonder about it all the time. But I don’t believe in this “heaven” rubbish.
Definitely, check the movie out. It was pretty good.
It shouldn’t happen to a child, but my sister is selfish. I can’t stand her.
WillTickin: You never know. I like to believe there’s something after.. But I really couldn’t care less if there isn’t. I don’t know if I’d really like to live again. Maybe if things were different..
I wonder how that kid will turn out.. What his favorite drug will be. If he’ll do the same drugs as his parents.. Maybe it’s sort of a cold way to look at it, but it’s been pretty hard for me to feel much lately.
Epiphany, it’s not that cold. Well, his lovely “parents” drug of choice is heroin. So hopefully he turns out to be a productive member of society and not making those same mistakes.
I am afraid that I’ll see my fears on Earth after I’m dead. I’ll “live” with it forever after finally choosing death to escape it. I guess I call this hell. I find it hard to imagine dying and finding nothingness. We go to sleep each night but always wake up the next morning. Its hard to picture anything but that when it is all I know
I’m looking forward to dying can,t what tell i die
LOL I don’t wonder what it would be like to be dead. What happens to a solid heated to a gas? 😀 Is is still solid? Does the gas remember being a solid? haha. Does a molecule of water flowing downstream remember its original position of higher gravitational potential or does it think that it is simply moving faster? Does an hour hand at 3 remember being at 12? Is it different or the same? Do we know what existed before the universe? Does an atom within our body know that it is part of us? Does it exist within us or are we just its machine? Sorry. I do not wonder what will happen to me when I die. “I” will no longer exist. “I” will be something else. “I’ will have never existed to the “i” that “i” become. Haha
Very thought provoking Irspow. Very enjoyable to read. Thank you.