i miss pills so fucking much, they made me feel so motivated, euphoric and i just loved them so much
and i also miss weed, no dealer available and no money, thing is though with weed, i’ve started feeling like it makes me think about things that make me nervous and shit, idk how to explain it but like, i was gonna take a piss test, a few times actually, never did them though, luckily, but it reminds me of that when i’m high and i can’t enjoy the high, but with the pills i just didn’t think of bad things that made me wanna die (i’m not saying the piss tests made me wanna die), mixing the pills with weed was really nice too
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Of course they feel good, that why people become either physically, emotionally addicted to drugs. lol
They definitley palyed a major role in my dysfunctions, they became the solution I was applying to the problems which were me.
Funny how the establishment endorses some pills and criminalises others…