i feel so fucking angry!
i have been asking God to please kill me , multiple times a day now.
all i feel like now is hurting myself, but i have nothing good to do it with.
stupid piece of glas had no sharp edge at all.
all people treat it like its some stupid joke,
like wanting to hurt yourself and wanting to die is some sort of stupid joke
and all those assholes who tell me i am a loser, and its all my own fault, and i need to change something
at this time i just feel like dying. i really want to escape from everything so desperately.
never mind, i just hate myself for writing this wating for comments, which is fucking dumb.
i do have a question , how high does a building gotta be aproximately? it seems like the only way, i am still very young, i think poisining will fail and can’t get a gun , and doubt if cutting my wrists will do the job.
ow, and i know asking god is pretty lame, its not that i believe in god or anything. it just that i can’t seem to really kill myself at the moment, so i thought if i just got killed. i thought about getting hit by a car too, but i don’t want to involve someone like that.
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I think you’d have to go pretty high to make sure a jump would kill you – 10-12 storeys depending on the height of a storey. Head first of course. I couldn’t do it myself.
The helium exit bag method would be quieter and easier, if you can get it to work, or track down some ******** from a source.
I wouldn’t recommend a violent, traumatic end to anyone.
^ Im not here to hate or anything but why would you gove somone ideas ?
Life sucks and i know how you feel . Ive tried killing myself four times this year and have cut for three years . after you get out of this state of mind your going to ba able to tackel the world . i promise . Stay strong . < 3
According to Stone (some dude who wrote a book about suicide) it’s 10-12 stories. According to LostAllHope (website about suicide) it’s at least 150 feet (46 meters) which is about 10-15 stories. On water it’s much higher, 250 feet (76 meters), which is apparently the height of the Golden Gate Bridge. I’d go with at least 15 stories, and go head first. There’s high risk of failure because of survival instinct though.
If you want to be put off from jumping off a bridge, just read this:
http://articles.sfgate.com/2005-11-02/news/17398226_1_golden-gate-bridge-jumper-coast-guard
Not everyone dies right away…
I have seen a graph that shows the likelihood of death or survival of jumping from buildings of different heights. Honestly it didn’t look like a great strategy to me, surviving would be so horrible, and there were statistically some survivors at ever building heigh studied, if not a lot… The human body is inconveniently resilient.
thank you for all reacting to this, i never thought about that you should jump head first. makes it even harder, i doubt if i would be able to do that. but thanks for the references and stuff. i do like this site, but their are so many posts!