11:58 ive been on all types of anti depressant medication but honestly its all bullshit. ya it makes you seem happier and your adorphins are running and you feel great while on them. but you cant have them forever and when youre off of them you go back to that deep dark endless depression you started off in. fuck all these pills. they are all going to burn….. 12:17… they are all gone. 😀
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I’ve been wanting to try antidepressants to cope and my dad won’t help me. He is making me take a drug test for weed every month now which sucks. Wish he would get me antidepressants..
dont take them
Well it’s either pills or brain loss from choking myself since I self harm like that. I might do it right now to clear my head. I’m a minor so alcohol isn’t readily available nor do I like to drink alcohol. Weed is out
Yes and they also rewire your brain long term with known and possible unknonw side effects as well.
Perhaps science will eventually one day come up with a real way to fix that without damage.
Of course then that will be mind control and I’d rather have my depression than forced happiness.
If I want forced happiness I can do the acceptance of good and bad in life as lessons perspective that works for some.
Nah…. death sounds better. Either all good or bust.