It’s 1:30 am my family are asleep …
I get the blade and slit my wrists
They don’t know
While I sleep my arm is sceamimg out as the shimmering blood flows
Just kill me now and be done with it I want to die now
What’s the point of life ?? …. If we where only ment to suffer
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That may very well be the point of life….to suffer. “Life” seems so perfectly crafted to torture the human soul that if it were “designed” to only make us suffer everything would suddenly make perfect sense and everything that is would suddenly be perfectly logical. Who knows?
Have you seen the Matrix? Didn’t the idea that the “world” was created by something that did not understand what we are make perfect sense. I loved that idea. Then this whole ridiculous world would be perfectly understandable all at once.
Rationally speaking there is no point except the cycle of birth, death and the struggle in between.
Nature gives a pretty good picture.
So pain is a part of the natural way of things.
Suffering seems to be as well.
But some of us are not taught that.
Some of us ar enot told that no matter how hard we try , no matter how much effort we put in, we still may end up not achieving what we want or having more difficult circumstances whether through choice or outside occurrences.
Instead many of us are told the old rhetoric of work hard and be honest and you will go far. Or a variation on the theme.
And it turns out that being lazy and deceitful works about just as much or more in general than honesty and meritorious effort.
Especially in the goal of securing a stable financial base to attain reasonably comfortable necessities outside a crime ridden area.
As well as in some relationships where there are predators looking for someone to use and abuse.
Or one sided friendships.
Of course there is good as well.
But whether it is worth it is up to the individual.