About 2 years ago then I would think about the possibility of commiting suicide it was something like this- if I ever feel bad enough to actually want this then instead of committing suicide I would run away and try to have a better life because if you’re planning on ending your life anyway then why not try to start it over instead? And if you fail and somebody finds you then you can always just go back to your original plan and do it. Now then I think about suicide I usually just ask myself if I’m very to do it, if I already feel like there’s no other way then to end my life. It’s kind of depressing actually, to think how only 2 years ago I was actually happy and the thought of somebody wanting to end there life seemed so ridiculous and stupid. That’s why I don’t tell anyone that I’m suicidle, I know they would think that I’m crazy, and wouldn’t look at me the same way. Sorry that I sound so depressed, I’m not always like this, but I have school tomorrow. And I just really needed to get this off my chest.
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Trust me when I say you are not the only one on this site who sounds (and most likely actually is) depressed.
If you don’t mind my asking, what was the cause for your changed outlook on life? Was it on thing in particular, or is life just kind of being a horrible to you in general?
Also, how old are you? (I’m 19 by the way)
Kate, you are a very strong person. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem though. I know how you feel, and I understand why you feel like this, as I have been suicidal myself. You are not crazy. You simply have more pain than you can hamdle right now. Think about all the positive things that are going to happen in your future though. You WILL get through this. I believe in you. If you ever need someone to talk to, please feel free to email me at farmerstromg13@hotmail.com. It would be my honor to help you through this. I know how it feels.
Life’s kind of being horrible in general, the fact that the next year I have to go to another school since this school only has 8 grades and I’ll be it the 9 grade next year doesn’t help with anything ether. With that i answered your second question too (I’m 14), yeah i know- I’m very young and stuff like that, but trust me just because I’m young doesn’t mean that it can’t be hard for me.
If you ever want to talk, I’m here for you. I, myself, am 15. I know that even the youngest of people can feel as if their life is not worth living. You’re not alone in this battle.
Key Kate (& Ash),
Welcome. Dare i ask whats bringing you down?
Ad Astra
Anyone at any age can get down in the dumps, so try not to worry too much about stuff and just go ‘with the flow’.
Be positive in yourself and you will make new friends …. and one day when you are older you will look back and be thankful you did.
Stay well.
Yeah you’re right, you are young. And I know it can be hard for you still. Believe me, I learned from experience. I was diagnosed with clinical depression around the age of eight or nine… believe me I understand. High school… I won’t lie to you, high school is tough. There will be some horrible days when it just doesn’t seem worth it. But just remember that there will be good days too. Great days even. Staring at a new school can be ridiculously scary, but it’s a chance to start over. A clean slate, if you will.
This probably isn’t any help but I’d just like to state I’m in year 8 too, and you seem like your in the same boat I am… Though I told my friend, it made me feel a bit better though it made me feel a bit awkward with her, and I don’t act depressed around other people either… So don’t worry you’re not the only one like this your age
Thank you everybody, it really makes me feel better then I see how supportive everybody are being and that I’m not the only one who feels like this
ur welcome kate …. just remember kate, if you have a question, feel free to as. the only dumb question is the one not asked.
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