Acceptance

Accept that you are repulsive.Accept that she is disgusted by you.Accept that you are not lovable. Accept that tomorrow will be like yesterday.Accept that she is sunshine.Accept that darkness is all you have. Accept that you’ll never be touched.Accept that there is no poetry.Accept that your death won’t be romantic.Accept that she will not mourn.Accept that this made it too much to carry.Accept that there’s no magic.Accept that there’s no miracles.Accept that the need makes you scream.Accept that she looks like heaven.Accept that heaven is illusory.Accept that her heart beats.Accept that it doesn’t beat for you.Accept that her lips could have saved you.Accept that you won’t be saved. Accept that you are God’s vomit.Accept that she knows.Accept that her pity is acid.Accept that you have dissolved.